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Down, sedeh sedeh sedeh.. 

 well, that is really embarrassing.

when i got the sample

 another problem came out

one by one

 feeling like a head in a cloud

i thought i would have the chance to breath for a second

 but time flies, don't even give a second, a trial to breath

worst time when i cried in front of my supervisor. 

 oh damn! 

i do make sure it will never happen again.

TravElling to Bukit Mendi ;D

           Last monday (21st February) is the worst day ever! feeling happy at the beginning but somehow the calm ocean turns into tsunami. Hmm, what to do. All of sudden think of the ayat orang tua-tua dulu lah that is; "jangan seronok sangat nanti sedeh". Hahaha. Nak mulakan cerita, ceritanya macam nie, pagi-pagi lagi aku dah ready sebab nak g Pahang ambil sample for FYP. OK. sampai Pahang aku pergi sebab kat sana je lah yang orang boleh bagi. Dari Terengganu, Selangor, Johor, Melaka, and some area in Pahang memang xnak bagi. Alasan:

1. The dry sludge cake is very expensive. They don't have the wet one. They can give but its better if I find in Selangor first. That is what they said. Ntah2 memang xnak bagi. CEH!! tapi, pikir positif ok, memang diorang xnak aku g jauh2 kot.. :)
2. The mill is stop running for a while.
3. The boss is busy, still keep his mouth shut and doesn't give a feedback yet. 

Semester break yang aku korbankan just to start the experiment earlier x kesampaian. Nie semua sebab aku xde sludge cake tuh. Hmm, mengeluh! mengeluh! mengeluh! xbaek! xbaek! STOP IT OK!

             week one baru aku find the solution, by Miku's help I met IR Zaki one of the lecturer and ask him whether he got any friends or someone he knows that working in this area. And alhamdulillah, he directly called his friend IR Fuad and that man ask for my contact number. Hehehe.. after talking almost 1 hour through the telephone I got so much knowledge and we set for an appoinment to go Pahang a FELDA actually because this man is running one of his project there and its related with the palm oil. SMILE! That is the only thing I wanna do at that moment. Balik bilik with a full happiness aku menyanyi and menari dengan patung aku. punyalah gembira. hihihi.

                 From the conversation I know this guy is very nice, without knowing me, he was willing to help and bring me there without asking for any cent! bukanlah sebab xmintak duet tuh aku cakap dia baek. Tapi dari segi bercakap and friendly dia memang baek. Thank God for giving this guy to help me. I asked him I wanna bring my friend along and he said ok. so bawaklah miku..ehehehe..


When the day comes, we wait in front of the kulliyyah of Engineering for him. Thinking whether my container fits in the car, hmm,, What if he came with a myvi? I would just left the big container and bring the small one. If he brings a lorry that it will be better. But that's impossible. Mulanya this guy wanna fetch us at the hostel but I refused sebab susahlah nanti dahla orang nak bawak pastu nak ambil depan pintu pulak. Xpayah nak mengada ok.

MyVi comel~

Tunggu then, he came. I was shocked because he brought BMW 535. woooooo...takutnya sebab xpernah naek car macam tuh. tapi xboleh tolak, kena naek jugak. So naeklah dengan muka xmalu. (malu-malu kucing)

Borak-borak and he said sorry if xfaham because he came from Kedah. So, sorry if the 'loghat' ada. haahahahaha.. lawak and I said Its ok coz we were Kedahian too! so everyone laughed in the car. hehe.
This guy cakap nak g temerloh makan ikan patin dulu kat temerloh then only we go to the mill. Masa pergi memang everything seems alright. nothing to be worried of. Sampai kat kedai tuh Miku tanya betol nak makan ikan patin sebab tuh ikan sungai. Ihave never try it before so xberani lah. Tapi tah macam mana masa IR Fuad tanya kitorang angguk cakap nak. OH NO!! kalau boleh rewind masa, aku xkan makan kan tuh. never!

       Kitorang makan kat Kedai Pak Usop, famous lah kat sini tap kedai biasa je la..tapi sedap! Masa nak keluar IR memang dah cakap nak belanja sebab xnak buli student lah lebeh kurang. (kitorang lah tuh) Hehehe, amin rezeki. ;p
Nie lah gambar nya!

 

Ikut je sign nie after keluar hihgway~

 

Nmapak sangat Ikan Patin famous kat Temerloh. owhhhh...

Depan kedai tuh ada sungai nie lah. ;)

  

   

                                Ikan Patin yang made me phobia. sekian. no more ikan patin. :(

            After makan, continue our journey and the guy said if rasa nak muntah bagitau sebab jalan die memang teruk macam ular kena bedal. And I said no prob! aku xpernah ada masalah jalan bengkang bengkok ke lurus ke naek turun ke bawah tanah ke bawah katil ke. Tapi.....half of the way aku dah suruh IR stop caz nak muntah. Oh damn. malu, menyusahkan orang. sedeh sedeh. IR pon turun lah geledah bonet kete cari air. And there's one mineral bottle already drank by someone. Ahh!!! aku xkire dah masa tuh, telan je. loya weh! Gerak je , after 15 minutes, stop again. this time memang teruk muntah ok. Sampai Miku pon turun tolong gosok. Sakit perut rupenya bila muntah sebab angin kot. Then sampailah mill tuh after dua kali stop muntah. hahaha

Ambil je sample, IR cakap boleh je ambil gambar so tunggu ape lagi..hehe..

Hutan kiri kanan jalan.

                                                              Logging activities

      After ambil je sample, balik and singgah minum jap. IR cakap minum lah takut nanti lagi loya. Aku pon minum, memang xbukak mata masa balik sebab xnak tengok jalan yang macam ular tuh. Yes! i did it. memang xmuntah tapi bila keluar je dari area tuh, masuk je highway karak aku terus muntah. this time memang xsempat cakap and dalam kereta orang weh!!! takut mak! what I can said. He was very gentleman dude! xmarah langsung and keep asking if i'm ok or not. sampai semua orang pon turun dengan aku ambil angin kat tepi highway. hehehe.. I was keep saying sorry. memang memalukan weh. (*_*)

 Moral of the story:

1.  Don't try to eat ikan patin or something new to your stomach.
2.  Bring 'minyak cap kapak', panadol, or ubat tido lagi bagus. hehe

*Rascall Flatts*

Have ever heard tak pasal 'Rascal Flatts' ???Diorang nie American band lah..nak kata orang yang nyanyi  tuh handsome xlah pon.. tapi their songs boleh tahan lah.. Ada three members dalalm band nie: Gary, lead vocalist die, Jay and Rooney lead guitar and vocals jugak lah..

Aku penah dengar first song diorang lah, I mean first time aku dengar pasal diorang,.. "What hurts the most" sodap lah lagu nie..jiwang pon xjugak lah, sedeh pon xsangat lah bila dengar die punye lyrics. Tapi video clip die sedeh 20% kot..hahah..

Lend your ears for a while, it worth!!! :)

I wish..

You looked at me without I realized.

You turned around when you got caught.

I laugh every time you pretend to look at your hair.

You took a chance to get closer to me.

Its funny when you sit next to me by trick others around.

The way you talked make me laugh.

Yes, I love your way. I love your  care.

I love when you say sorry every time I look terrified with your voice.

Yes, you can guide me.

I'm happy with you.

But, I can't accept you.

I hate this feeling.

Dear God, please help me.

Give me a light.

Give me Your 'hidayah'.

FYP lalalalalalala ;p

Stress. frustrated.

Semua kerja tak menjadi..

Supposedly today I can get all my samples for fyp already but unfortunately because of 'something' aku xdapat samples tuh. Actually for the final year project there are four samples that I have to collect. They are Siti, Fatimah and Saliha. Hahahaha xla..just joking!!

I'll use palm oil wastes together with the other co-substrate together with fungi semua tuh then adding everything jadilah satu mende al-ala fertilizer.. tapi xjugak..hahah. aku pon pening lagi! Three of the substrates yang aku guna tuh sepatutnya aku collect kat Pulau Carey or Carey Island kat BANTING, Sime Darby punye tempat lah tapi cerita sedeh betol lah today. With fully hearted aku bertolak hari nie bersama Bro. Hafizul, (one of the technician in UIA kat department aku,) mesti orang pelik why aku call die bro. or brother? Ohhh tidak tidak, die bukan abang aku tapi nature or cultural in UIA we used to call brother to sape-sape je yang kita rasa nak panggil asalkan lelaki lar but except for lecturers. Hehe. For female pulak of course lah sister! :). 

Mula-mula janggal jugaklah aku nak sebut tapi kawan-kawan aku cakap sekolah agama ada yang panggil macam tuh. Kira trend lah..aku mana tau, sekolah agama pon tak. aishh zalina zalina.

Xpe, follow the flow je. Orang panggil kita pon panggil lah. ;p

Eh, out of topic dah nie..okeh, back to the topic, since only me and him going there, memang amatlah segan aku rasa. Sepatutnya kawan aku seorang nie tapi all of sudden her grandma in charge pulak. So nak xnak aku kenalah pergi. Kawan-kawan yang laen memang dah balik. So terpaksa! Tapi ikhlaskan hati nie jugak. :(

To delete the awkward feeling, aku apply aku punye skill that is; berborak. hahah..Yes, I am talkative tapi bila dengan orang xkenal sangat or baru jumpa aku automatik bertukar macam sailormoon bertukar! hahah...pendiam and pemalu lah aku. Tapi luckily bro. tuh pon ramah. Cerita tuh, ngumpat tuh, gosip nie, gelak tuh. So sedar2 dah sampai. hahaha. :DD

The sad moment is when I step there looking for my samples, there are none! I wish you are here EFB... (nama sample aku ;p). I thought those on the table were mine but when the officer came it turn out oppositely. He came not only with lab coat but together with a bad news. The shredder machine was broke down on last friday.. so they can't process my efb. huhu.. so sad. kecewa gila. kecewa sebab xboleh jalan kerja kalau macam nie. Dahla take time project aku. OMG!!  Ya Allah please help me.. dugaan betol.

Moments

HAI!! hehehe..(budget famous la kan) ;p

Niat pagi nie nak jogging dengan kawan aku sorang nie yang belum balik rumah jugak, tapi niat hanya tinggal niat. masing-masing joging atas katil. hahah. Then, one more thing yang aku nak buat ialah nak jumpa dayah and say good bye before dia balik, pon hanya tinggal niat sebab dia yang datang bilik aku kejut. Hahah. so, bangun and borak dengan dia. Tuh pon luckily die punya boyfriend belum datang. Gosip punya gosip (dah macam gossip girl), then dah time dia nak balik aku pon anta je la depan pintu. heheh..

As waiting for kanak-kanak yang laen (shima) to bangun aku pon kemas-kemas lah and bahagianya bila terjumpa satu kotak harta karun. Hahaha semua gambar-gambar taken during primary and secondary school dulu! Masa asasi kat Petaling Jaya dulu pon ada. Bak kata pepatah melayu: "Macam-macam ada". kahkahkah. Xsangka aku terbawak kat UIA nie..heheh..pastu macam-macam lah jumpa, kad lah ape ke benda cacing lipas kepala gajah semua ada. hah, merepek.

Scanning all those pictures and uploded them to fb..and coincidentally I met my english teacher masa form two dulu dalam fb.

Pastu terungkai lah satu persatu kenangan. Hahahah, ayat jiwang. (I'm trying to be perempuan melayu lembut terakhir ok!) 

Pictures below make me smile up to my ears and laugh while thinking all those past tragedies and happy ending about friendship, naughtiness, and  love.

aku yang duduk ke-empat dari tangan kanan korang.

Nie masa aku darjah 3, nampak x semua perempuan? sebab sekolah aku memang semua perempuan pon. Ntahla nape termaktub macam nie..aihh :(

Yang nie pulak masa aku darjah 5 or 6..I'm not sure, yang galas beg merah tuh aku ye. Aku pemalu dulu-dulu. ;p

Hmmm, nie during form two. I do not remember the date and time but for sure, I do remember the air at this moment. Time nie aku tengah mudi, kalau xpercaya tengok gambar aku: yang duduk tuh. aishhh!

And nie form 5! before SPM I guess. hehehenie je la muka-muka melayu dalamkelas aku sebab yang laen mostly chinese pastu ada lah Indian 3 4 orang...tu aku yang paling lawa. ;p


XOXO, lots of love from me ;p

Final ends!

Yeay!!!!
~My heart as wide as a sky~

Now only I can relax and feel every second flying walking on me, its because the final is already ends!!!

Lambat pulak update, hehe., On the last three days, abeh je exam, aku rasa lega gila. Boleh tidor puas-puas, makan lama-lama, jalan slow-slow, boleh lukis-lukis and semua pon boleh lah. ;p Reason?? Hmm, sebab aku ada four papers berturut-turut, and semuanya subjek yang aku kurang pandai. plus, aku xdapat nak study before tuh betol-betol sebab sibuk gila dengan FYP. Yupe, gila again. OMG. jangan jadi gila sudah. hehe. Abeh je FYP presentation, I got paper straight away. so, memang nak nanges rasa. So memang wajar lah aku rasa damn happy so much after exam! :)

Scary, nervous semua ada. Pelik. This in not the first time for me to go through this 'anniversary' nightmare (sebab every sem pon die datang, so boleh dikategorikan anniversary ;p). Dah memang every semester aku macam nie... xpe, semua nie ada hikmah.. aku rasa lagi seronok pulak berderet-deret macam nie...sebab abeh pun awal, study pon sistematik cket..Best kan!!!

But the worse thing is, aku xboleh balik lagi..huwaaa...nie semua pasal FYP. Lagi-lagi FYP. FYP! FYP! FYP! stress dah! dah boleh balik pon, still need to come UIA tersayang nie awal. Sedeh. Sob Sob.

What to do since this is one part of the programme, jadi, as a student yang rendah diri, lagi baek hati nie need to follow. Hehe. Kalau U nie bapa aku yang punya, confirm xpayah. aisshhhh....

Randomly thinking, I guess this is the worst semester I have ever experienced. Kalau dulu aku tensen aku still boleh senyum lagi, kalau aku bengang dengan perangai orang yang buat bising masa aku belajar aku boleh diam lagi sampai sambil  study aku akan tutup telinga. Tapi, sem nie aku a bit different. Memang kurang sabarlah sampai aku buat adegan seperti dibawah: hehe. I can tolerate with friends but with roommates not 100% maaa...Kalau dah selalu sangat memang panas lah eden. Huh!

The main thing that I realized is if they were laughing loudly talking to their BOYFRIENDS aku memang damn geram. Tapi aku xreti how to tegur and marah diorang, so aku hentak-hentak kaki atas katil. Hoping for them to understand the way I act but unfortunately, sama je.. So, think positive je la kan...."maybe rumet aku tuh ada masalah pendengaran or pekak" sebab xdengar aku punya hentakan kaki and she's keep talking loudly macam kat pasar borong.
Hmm, conclusion nya, harapan aku next semester they will be more matured, and keep only one boyfriend ok. (so suara x bising sangat berbeza bila ada two. ;p)

Happy!!! Im happy.. xsabar nak jumpa si dia.. (*_*) blink blink..
XOXO lots of love ;p