FYP lalalalalalala ;p

Stress. frustrated.

Semua kerja tak menjadi..

Supposedly today I can get all my samples for fyp already but unfortunately because of 'something' aku xdapat samples tuh. Actually for the final year project there are four samples that I have to collect. They are Siti, Fatimah and Saliha. Hahahaha xla..just joking!!

I'll use palm oil wastes together with the other co-substrate together with fungi semua tuh then adding everything jadilah satu mende al-ala fertilizer.. tapi xjugak..hahah. aku pon pening lagi! Three of the substrates yang aku guna tuh sepatutnya aku collect kat Pulau Carey or Carey Island kat BANTING, Sime Darby punye tempat lah tapi cerita sedeh betol lah today. With fully hearted aku bertolak hari nie bersama Bro. Hafizul, (one of the technician in UIA kat department aku,) mesti orang pelik why aku call die bro. or brother? Ohhh tidak tidak, die bukan abang aku tapi nature or cultural in UIA we used to call brother to sape-sape je yang kita rasa nak panggil asalkan lelaki lar but except for lecturers. Hehe. For female pulak of course lah sister! :). 

Mula-mula janggal jugaklah aku nak sebut tapi kawan-kawan aku cakap sekolah agama ada yang panggil macam tuh. Kira trend lah..aku mana tau, sekolah agama pon tak. aishh zalina zalina.

Xpe, follow the flow je. Orang panggil kita pon panggil lah. ;p

Eh, out of topic dah nie..okeh, back to the topic, since only me and him going there, memang amatlah segan aku rasa. Sepatutnya kawan aku seorang nie tapi all of sudden her grandma in charge pulak. So nak xnak aku kenalah pergi. Kawan-kawan yang laen memang dah balik. So terpaksa! Tapi ikhlaskan hati nie jugak. :(

To delete the awkward feeling, aku apply aku punye skill that is; berborak. hahah..Yes, I am talkative tapi bila dengan orang xkenal sangat or baru jumpa aku automatik bertukar macam sailormoon bertukar! hahah...pendiam and pemalu lah aku. Tapi luckily bro. tuh pon ramah. Cerita tuh, ngumpat tuh, gosip nie, gelak tuh. So sedar2 dah sampai. hahaha. :DD

The sad moment is when I step there looking for my samples, there are none! I wish you are here EFB... (nama sample aku ;p). I thought those on the table were mine but when the officer came it turn out oppositely. He came not only with lab coat but together with a bad news. The shredder machine was broke down on last friday.. so they can't process my efb. huhu.. so sad. kecewa gila. kecewa sebab xboleh jalan kerja kalau macam nie. Dahla take time project aku. OMG!!  Ya Allah please help me.. dugaan betol.

Moments

HAI!! hehehe..(budget famous la kan) ;p

Niat pagi nie nak jogging dengan kawan aku sorang nie yang belum balik rumah jugak, tapi niat hanya tinggal niat. masing-masing joging atas katil. hahah. Then, one more thing yang aku nak buat ialah nak jumpa dayah and say good bye before dia balik, pon hanya tinggal niat sebab dia yang datang bilik aku kejut. Hahah. so, bangun and borak dengan dia. Tuh pon luckily die punya boyfriend belum datang. Gosip punya gosip (dah macam gossip girl), then dah time dia nak balik aku pon anta je la depan pintu. heheh..

As waiting for kanak-kanak yang laen (shima) to bangun aku pon kemas-kemas lah and bahagianya bila terjumpa satu kotak harta karun. Hahaha semua gambar-gambar taken during primary and secondary school dulu! Masa asasi kat Petaling Jaya dulu pon ada. Bak kata pepatah melayu: "Macam-macam ada". kahkahkah. Xsangka aku terbawak kat UIA nie..heheh..pastu macam-macam lah jumpa, kad lah ape ke benda cacing lipas kepala gajah semua ada. hah, merepek.

Scanning all those pictures and uploded them to fb..and coincidentally I met my english teacher masa form two dulu dalam fb.

Pastu terungkai lah satu persatu kenangan. Hahahah, ayat jiwang. (I'm trying to be perempuan melayu lembut terakhir ok!) 

Pictures below make me smile up to my ears and laugh while thinking all those past tragedies and happy ending about friendship, naughtiness, and  love.

aku yang duduk ke-empat dari tangan kanan korang.

Nie masa aku darjah 3, nampak x semua perempuan? sebab sekolah aku memang semua perempuan pon. Ntahla nape termaktub macam nie..aihh :(

Yang nie pulak masa aku darjah 5 or 6..I'm not sure, yang galas beg merah tuh aku ye. Aku pemalu dulu-dulu. ;p

Hmmm, nie during form two. I do not remember the date and time but for sure, I do remember the air at this moment. Time nie aku tengah mudi, kalau xpercaya tengok gambar aku: yang duduk tuh. aishhh!

And nie form 5! before SPM I guess. hehehenie je la muka-muka melayu dalamkelas aku sebab yang laen mostly chinese pastu ada lah Indian 3 4 orang...tu aku yang paling lawa. ;p


XOXO, lots of love from me ;p

Final ends!

Yeay!!!!
~My heart as wide as a sky~

Now only I can relax and feel every second flying walking on me, its because the final is already ends!!!

Lambat pulak update, hehe., On the last three days, abeh je exam, aku rasa lega gila. Boleh tidor puas-puas, makan lama-lama, jalan slow-slow, boleh lukis-lukis and semua pon boleh lah. ;p Reason?? Hmm, sebab aku ada four papers berturut-turut, and semuanya subjek yang aku kurang pandai. plus, aku xdapat nak study before tuh betol-betol sebab sibuk gila dengan FYP. Yupe, gila again. OMG. jangan jadi gila sudah. hehe. Abeh je FYP presentation, I got paper straight away. so, memang nak nanges rasa. So memang wajar lah aku rasa damn happy so much after exam! :)

Scary, nervous semua ada. Pelik. This in not the first time for me to go through this 'anniversary' nightmare (sebab every sem pon die datang, so boleh dikategorikan anniversary ;p). Dah memang every semester aku macam nie... xpe, semua nie ada hikmah.. aku rasa lagi seronok pulak berderet-deret macam nie...sebab abeh pun awal, study pon sistematik cket..Best kan!!!

But the worse thing is, aku xboleh balik lagi..huwaaa...nie semua pasal FYP. Lagi-lagi FYP. FYP! FYP! FYP! stress dah! dah boleh balik pon, still need to come UIA tersayang nie awal. Sedeh. Sob Sob.

What to do since this is one part of the programme, jadi, as a student yang rendah diri, lagi baek hati nie need to follow. Hehe. Kalau U nie bapa aku yang punya, confirm xpayah. aisshhhh....

Randomly thinking, I guess this is the worst semester I have ever experienced. Kalau dulu aku tensen aku still boleh senyum lagi, kalau aku bengang dengan perangai orang yang buat bising masa aku belajar aku boleh diam lagi sampai sambil  study aku akan tutup telinga. Tapi, sem nie aku a bit different. Memang kurang sabarlah sampai aku buat adegan seperti dibawah: hehe. I can tolerate with friends but with roommates not 100% maaa...Kalau dah selalu sangat memang panas lah eden. Huh!

The main thing that I realized is if they were laughing loudly talking to their BOYFRIENDS aku memang damn geram. Tapi aku xreti how to tegur and marah diorang, so aku hentak-hentak kaki atas katil. Hoping for them to understand the way I act but unfortunately, sama je.. So, think positive je la kan...."maybe rumet aku tuh ada masalah pendengaran or pekak" sebab xdengar aku punya hentakan kaki and she's keep talking loudly macam kat pasar borong.
Hmm, conclusion nya, harapan aku next semester they will be more matured, and keep only one boyfriend ok. (so suara x bising sangat berbeza bila ada two. ;p)

Happy!!! Im happy.. xsabar nak jumpa si dia.. (*_*) blink blink..
XOXO lots of love ;p

First timer for the first trial ;p

Hehehe.. I'm done!
After 'godek-godek' wasting my one whole day in front of the lappy, at last siaplah satu mende nie..;p
My first post or first blog or I can say first 'heart to heart'.. opps! having a blog long time ago but just for..I can say to have it but having no time to 'decorate' it.
Since for the mount of years and a bit 'advance' turn into more matured, I guess I should have a blog! hahahah mengarut betol aku bila bercakap2 nie.. anyhow,
I'm happy today! :D